‘What do I most want to be thankful for one year from now?’
This is what Ray Edwards asks at the beginning of a year. He writes down the answer, and that answer informs the rest of his year.
So I’m thinking, What’s my answer? How am I filtering all my choices this year?
Turns out I have four answers. Here goes.
One year from now –
- I want to be grateful that I lived with simplicity.
I want to be grateful that I cleared the trappings. That I weighted rightly my time and energy expenses and made space for spontaneity, routine and relationships. That I was a happy, uncomplicated, undisturbed and undisturbing wife and mom with a home that was safe and simple, warm and welcoming – a place of peace where Christ is King.
I want to be thankful that I remembered that priority determines capacity and that I built my days on the four foundations of loving God with all my heart, soul, mind and strength. I want to be glad that I stopped glorifying busy and unwound with intention into the beautiful discipline of rest because calm is contagious. And nicer to be around.
And I want to be so very glad that I simply set my hope on Jesus and simply kept on simply doing the Next. Right. Thing.
- I want to be grateful that I saw people.
Noticed them. Acknowledged their depth, potential and positions of influence. I want to be thankful that I didn’t waste a single interaction and that I prayed for discernment and insight to read people right, recognising the unique context from which they were arriving at each conversation or brief encounter.
I want to be glad that I looked my boys in the eye as much as I could without crashing the car. That above the din of life I heard their hearts – saw the hurt, frustration or anxiety – and sometimes let them eat pudding first.
- I want to be grateful that I sowed whatever seeds were in my hand.
I want to be thankful that I tried to be a pocket of excellence wherever I was, whatever I was doing. I want to be glad that I kept praying for words of life and wisdom so that I could sow in truth and excellence. I want to be glad that I fell asleep each night asking, Was today a good day? Did I sow thanks and reap beauty?
- I want to be grateful that I surrendered to God.
I want to be grateful that I believed all the things God says about himself. That I leaned hard into him for strength and sanity in the crazy. That I trusted him utterly and unblinkingly to protect, establish and uphold me. That I relaxed into his grace-grip that never relaxes on me. (Tweet that?)
I want to be grateful that surrender bought me time, space and humility to combat my bent towards criticism, anger and disappointment. I want to be glad that, in the gap between experience and expectations, I could trust him, as someone has said, to help me believe the best, not assume the worst. I want to be grateful that I said yes to prayer when names or faces swam through my thoughts. That I never held back when I felt to speak lower or closer, louder or braver.
I want to be glad that I trusted God with today’s to-dos, eternity and the in between unfolding Earth-side journey. Glad that I only every defined success by obedience. Glad that this got stuck in my head on repeat:
So help me God.
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I’d love to hear your answer to, ‘What do I most want to be thankful for one year from now?’ What decisions do you need to make today to turn your answer into future fact?
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